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Posted on 2005.08.24 at 07:40
MEINE MOOD?: hungry and excitedly bored
Da Tunes in me HEAD: people are annoying, but amusing to watch
Im fliipin grrrered.....

More and more of my friends are dropping out of school....
Dropping like flies... Kinda says something about this school though.

I thought the main goal of school was to get through it, and move onto something better, college... then you get to have a career in which you actually make money.... where did i go wrong?

Anyhow... while I am here I still have like.... uh... one maybe two people to chill with.
Im still having trouble sometimes, like I still cry a little... Mostly when I am missing a certain beautiful someone... and also when I feel invisiable.
Later at lunch I will write out what I wrote yesturday, to show you a little bit of what was giong on in my head yesturday. It is sad, but I think it is also pretty and maybe someone will like it.

I woke up today with about the most horrible migriane, and I really think it had something to do with me going running... er walking last night.
I had a walkman (coz im poor) and I think the ear phoney things made me have MUCH PAIN.... So grr to them.

I really hope some peoples start callin me.... Like you bridget, and chris and evurbody....
Mostly becoz I am too shy to call you guys.... and too embarrassed.

Oh and yea... people are still making horrible fun of me at school and its really irritating and all but... its also really easy to tune it out... because I know how important it is for me to get awesome grades this year.
So to those who would make fun of me:
You can suck my whoo haws coz I aint listening! *sticks tongue out*
*S*

Class starts in about ten or 8 minutes... w/e
I should go get a little something to nibble on.

Have a gruesomely awesome day.... or the little people will surely take over your body and eat your soul...

Comments:


Thanks Fucker [info]bloodinmystool at 2005-08-24 09:28 (UTC) (Link)
The people who make fun of you are just stupid assholes that will never amount to anything. They're the ones who will drop out or only graduate high school and work at a gas station for the rest of their lives. A few of them will go to college with their parents' money and end up with a less-shitty-but-still-pretty-shitty job working at their dad's used car lot or mixing cement or something.
Anyway, I really hope you don't let them get to you. You're valued more at your lowest than they are at their highest.

Aaaaand, We should hang ten sometime soonish.
Chris Burkhart
Thanks Fucker [info]cky2chris at 2005-08-24 15:46 (UTC) (Link)
You shouldnt worry about those assholes making fun of you. Just remember that there is life outside of high school and you'll probabally never see half of those people again
sadsuzi(acidkat)
Thanks Fucker [info]sadsuzi at 2005-08-25 05:53 (UTC) (Link)
I agree....
still sucks tho.
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